where was i when i first heard that sweet sound of humility
so this is my attempt to reconcile any dissension, hurt/offended feelings and anything else that might have arose from the past 2 posts i made. i decided to listen to certain voices of reason and erase them and i hope that no one has decided to permanently categorize me in a certain fashion because of them.
as for what i contributed to those posts and consequent pm's, i will say this: i was very upset, misdirected and incidentally, rather fucked up on pain killers. my already defensive, sarcastic, bitchy side was kicked into high gear and i said some things i wish i could take back. mostly, i wish i could take back posting the info in the first place. but what's done is done. i'm not saying i was completely in the wrong, but i do apologize.
just to clarify, i went to my appointment and now know that what i have is a brainstem glioma, doc talk for a malignant tumor inside my head. there are several treatment options and i've decided to start radiotherapy while i figure out the rest. the good things i know are that there are options and that there is the possibility to make it to the other side relatively unscathed. that's the last unsolicited information you will hear from me concerning this subject.
in the meantime, i hope that i can continue to come here and be a part of something that, for what it is, i find entertaining and a definitive tool of communication among our generation. and i still want to bear stonecoyote's ten woodland children while playing home apothecary.
someone made mention that those 2 unfortunate posts took all the action away from the dress down thread, for that i truly apologize. here i will post what i look like now, healthy and blonde. i will try to dig up something from my darker days for the other thread.

...I like your hair.
I welcome this ceasefire.
Good luck with everything.
Dark past, bright future, living abroad, well read. You're like the reincarnation of James Dean, hopefully with better driving skills ( Tomstrong on me, best compliment I ever got! )
I don't know about you guys, but I for one won't be willing to forgive and forget until we get more photos in the Dress Down thread. It's only fair for the anger and frustration she caused....
Cool it perv, thats the potential mother of my ten children.
Its not how hard ya rock, its how well ya roll.
I've taken a few of these over the years for various jobs around the world... maybe some folks on this site might find their test results indicative of something deeper?
If you're incubating severe disorder it might not be wise to share it here though.
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
Perfectblue, if you'd like any personal info edited out of your other thread, let me know.
In English, when we say: "It is raining"
What the fuck is IT? Sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat afraid that IT has found me.
Lordmegaoink, co morbidity is perhaps the phrase of the future, I've gone from thinking your a twat to thinkin, hey somebody who comes out with co morbidity in written convo can't be all bad.
Oh and all the bad rumours, I am breaking the first rule of stoned club here, you hear about weed are spread by weed lovers world wide to ensure people who don't deserve the life enhancement brought about by indulging in said weed are scared away.
Its not how hard ya rock, its how well ya roll.
Lord Megatroid is like Ironman with the IQ of a Spice girl.
Dark past, bright future, living abroad, well read. You're like the reincarnation of James Dean, hopefully with better driving skills ( Tomstrong on me, best compliment I ever got! )
Lord Megatroid is like Ironman with the IQ of a Spice girl.
Cult insult of the year (doubly so coming from nice-guy Derek!)
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: cheeks are great
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: bum and face
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: oh yeah bum here = bottom not street vagrant
i will say this: i was very upset, misdirected and incidentally, rather fucked up on pain killers. my already defensive, sarcastic, bitchy side was kicked into high gear and i said some things i wish i could take back. mostly, i wish i could take back posting the info in the first place. but what's done is done. i'm not saying i was completely in the wrong, but i do apologize.
I almost always --- no, always misdirect anger at all parties around me during times of intense sadness (grief and loss) before I'll allow myself to feel anything else; I can completely understand this. You don't require my forgiveness as I wasn't even on this forum re: the thread in question, but you've can mark "Pumpkin's forgiveness" in your win column, as an extra.
Oh and all the bad rumours, I am breaking the first rule of stoned club here, you hear about weed are spread by weed lovers world wide to ensure people who don't deserve the life enhancement brought about by indulging in said weed are scared away.
You also fucked the second rule.
"I mean to have you, even if it must be burglary!"
--- Uncle Monty
Lord Megatroid is like Ironman with the IQ of a Spice girl
Don't know who or what this Ironman or for that matter who this Rohan is but comparing my IQ with one of the Spice Girls well, like my mentor Hillbilly Jim used to say- "them is fightin' words." I'm going to go take a big dump for a while and as I squeeze you out barca boy I'm gonna think of a witty shitty come back.
Actually no, I don't need to...it's there for all to see.
Dark past, bright future, living abroad, well read. You're like the reincarnation of James Dean, hopefully with better driving skills ( Tomstrong on me, best compliment I ever got! )
Sadly, that would be the PRAISE ME mnemonic there barca.
Not to nitpick or start any extra drama but...these are ALL really you? I know time changes all people, but...
I dunno, Daaaavey...

[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: cheeks are great
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: bum and face
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: oh yeah bum here = bottom not street vagrant
my thinking is fuzzy, and i do drink. a lot. but wasnt there a member a few years ago who proclaimed a brain tumor issue and posted picts of other people before someone called her out with someone else's myspace picts ?
i'm curious but not entirely insensitive. my brother died of brain cancer in september of 2003, leaving a window and two sons and a very young daughter..
Member07 wrote:
I would like to hear that Janice Dickinson was assasinated... Some people are just like slinkies not really good for anything, but they bring a smile to your face when pushed down the stairs.
JKabol you're right - it was Happy Hooker.
I'm sorry about your brother, I lost someone very close to me about two years ago, and I know how very hard it is. If you ever want or need someone to talk to I'm here.
Melisondrofl
i talked to some other cult members in the chat room concerning my pics and they are all me. i wish i was sick and thin four years ago but i wasn't. i was born with blonde hair (obviously not the pic blonde but blonde) and went through a long rebellious streak of dark locks. go to my myspace, facebook, if you want my old model page links you can have them. i wasn't trying to make more drama, i was trying to be as real with this group as i could. thanks for taking something that was supposed to be a cease fire and making it the complete opposite. it isn't easy for some people to just shut up and apologize but now you want to start a whole new fight. i don't get it.
p.s. i don't even know who kat dennings or davey is.
Have we not learnt from the GILF VPILF thread that people can change?
Dark past, bright future, living abroad, well read. You're like the reincarnation of James Dean, hopefully with better driving skills ( Tomstrong on me, best compliment I ever got! )
As I said, I wasn't trying to start drama, but it was feeling like a movie I saw before.
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: cheeks are great
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: bum and face
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: oh yeah bum here = bottom not street vagrant
Thanks! Now I have to keep this avatar at least until this thread dies
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: cheeks are great
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: bum and face
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: oh yeah bum here = bottom not street vagrant
I have to say that the way perfectblue20 has been treat by standing members of the cult has surprised me and not in a good way. Monkeywright, if you didn't want to cause drama why did you make a reference to happyhooker and something that has nothing to do with perfectblue, aren't you aware that others have already made these fucked up references.
Perfectblue20 went out of her way to apologise to people when in my opinion she had nothing to apologise for and the response, throw more shit at her.
I realise not everyone has treat someone who in my opinion has only been honest badly but those that have more than made up for any positives that can be drawn from this situation.
Its not how hard ya rock, its how well ya roll.
Hey, just comparing photos. I have no problems with perfectblue20. I was one of the people who was turned off by the douchey reactions people had to her announcing her cancer, if you recall. But at this point, it's probably best to let the whole thing drop, n'est-ce pas?
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: cheeks are great
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: bum and face
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: oh yeah bum here = bottom not street vagrant
thx to stonecoyote for having my back but it's all good. if you people are really that concerned, pull the pics out side by side. nothing changes except for a loss of weight, i'm paler and i changed my hair colour. i'm not starting another wildfire based on pictures i posted to try and get to know people here better. take it for whatever you want.
thx to stonecoyote for having my back but it's all good. if you people are really that concerned, pull the pics out side by side. nothing changes except for a loss of weight, i'm paler and i changed my hair colour. i'm not starting another wildfire based on pictures i posted to try and get to know people here better. take it for whatever you want.
At least you have buddies! I have zero!
I like how you can add someone as a buddy here without their approval. It's just kind of cool. You are my friend, like it or not.
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: cheeks are great
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: bum and face
[rosiemoonjumper] 9:52 pm: oh yeah bum here = bottom not street vagrant
thx to stonecoyote for having my back but it's all good. if you people are really that concerned, pull the pics out side by side. nothing changes except for a loss of weight, i'm paler and i changed my hair colour. i'm not starting another wildfire based on pictures i posted to try and get to know people here better. take it for whatever you want.
At least you have buddies! I have zero!
I like you okay. I gave you a nickname!
In English, when we say: "It is raining"
What the fuck is IT? Sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat afraid that IT has found me.
i posted to try and get to know people here better. take it for whatever you want.
Hmm, making legit 'friends' with aliases that could be absolutely anything seems a bit like a gamble. I mean, how would you feel if a regular on this site turned around and called you a "cunt" like alx did at someone the other day? What, was alx smiling when it wrote that? Was alx on its monthly so that behavior is justified? If that's so how is one to know of alx's menstrual cycle?
Oh dear, I've inadvertantly called alx a cunt and a poor bleeding one at that. My insult had a bit more finesse to it though.
Sometimes somebody has something interesting to say about writing on this site and that makes it worthwhile- though it isn't worth paying for. But the idea of traditional community here is more of a cheap throw away line from a marketer. I think of it as more a community of self-obsessed rapists.
btw
Did any Aussies catch the First Tuesday Book Club last night? The Augusten Burroughs and Germaine Greer banter was rather fun.
Sometimes somebody has something interesting to say about writing on this site and that makes it worthwhile- though it isn't worth paying for.
You're not exactly causing the property values to soar either.
in the heat of burning air to watch the naked famele body is insane,







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